To my homeboy (R.I.P. Robert Ray Benavidas "robbie")

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Life

the day you left me

was the day i fell apart

the love i had for you

so deep in my heart

i cried for hours

for days on end

i couldnt help it

you were my best friend

i kept this secret

deep inside my soul

hopeing somehow

i'ed be the only to know

do you remember that night,

we stayed up in the dark,

holding each other

outside our small park?

i told you i loved you

you said nothing back

you just kept quiet

and left it at that

i didnt see you for days

you didnt pick up the phone

i even stopped by

but no one was home

it wasnt till about

2 months, not long after

i found out what what happened

it was such a disaster

i hurt for so long

you just couldnt understand

it felt like my fault

like the knife was in my hands

the words you had written

on your bedroom door

in your own blood

that still stains the floor

as soon as i read them

i started to cry

why couldnt you have said them

please answer me, why?

i loved you so much

and i still really do

so i go back and read them

the words: "I Love You To"

Author's Notes/Comments: 

(R.I.P. Robert Ray Benavidas "robbie") 1984-2004! i found somebody to love me and im so happy with him, but i still miss you.

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Trista Calderara's picture

I'm sorry you had to go through this, but know he'd be happy for you and Blake and Ashton