Same Old Same

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To my Friends

I thought you

Would be the one I could talk to

About what I am going though

b/c I thought you would know what to do



I know that you went though hell

And now that I slipped and fell

I thought you would be the one to pick me up  

Instead you drop me down in the muck



You only care about yourself

only lies come out of you mouth

When I told you I wanted to commit  suicide

And then  you  just said

“Go right ahead

But if u mess up

I am not going to be there to help u clean up”



I thought because you had experience

I though you could help me in this

I should have know I was fucking wrong

I should have known all along



Don’t worry if I do commit suicide

I will take your advice

And I will do it right



I will take every pill in every jar

Everything is going good so far

I am slowly dying

But I know  one person that wont be crying



That okay because I am dead

I won’t see you see you shaking your head

But you won’t think what a shame

But in the inside you are the same old same

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I am soo sorry for all that crap I siad.. I realized how stupid I am  and I am ready to change

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