dont stoop to my level

When ill it be ok
to talk about how i feel
when will i be ok
when will i actually feel real
i look in the mirror every day
i see nothing staring at me
i see a figure standing there
but dont know what it could be
i feel a thumping
deep down in my chest
they call it a heart
does it ever stop to rest?
i see these blue eyes
blurry but in pain
i see a lot of hurt
i never wanted to see again
take my breath away
give it to someone in need
at least then ill be remembered
for doing such a good deed
being hurt is overrated
i know how to numb it out
no one will leave me alone
to do what im talking about
maybe i dont want to die
just take a really long nap
not quite eternal sleep
sometime i would like to come back......

Tia M. Thompson

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I like this, I've often felt

I like this, I've often felt very much the same, more often than not.

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im sure so many have felt

im sure so many have felt this way......i didnt quite know how to put it into words where everyone would actually understand what was going through my head. i hate being that low in life....when life is all anyone really has.