It Hurts

Even though I may act tough about it

It hurts on the inside more than ever

even though i may hold back the tears

it hurts to make my emotions hide

even though i threaten to move out

it hurts to say it, because i could never do it

even though you sometimes notice other girls more than me

it hurts to think about you with someone else

even though you would rather leave than relax with me

it hurts to watch you want to do something that must be better

even though sometimes i feel like you only want one thing,

it hurts to feel that if i dont give you'll get it somewhere else

even though i KNOW you check girls out right in front of me,

it hurts when you tell me you didnt

even though i KNOW you have lied to me in the past

it hurts to think you might be doing it all the time

even though you get mad and snap at me too

it hurts to not cry, so i just get more angry

even though you tell me everything will be fine

it hurts to bite my tongue with some things because i know it wont be

even though you tell me you aren't doing some things,

it hurts to tell you i dont believe you, but i do

even though you say i love you and sometimes i dont say it back

it hurts not to, but sometimes i wonder if we are being true to ourselves

even though im writing this while its taking place,

it hurts because i know no one will ever understand why it hurts.            

                    By: Tia Marie Thompson    05/26/08

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this poem you have written, is among some of the most best ive read, because it made me feel so bad about things i have done to loved ones in the past. it makes me want to apologize to all those i took advantage of in my foolish youth. it is very rare for a poem to touch me this way, i loved and hated it at the same time. i think everyone in the world should have to read such a poem, it makes me want to appreciate things more, thank you