How Do I Deal?

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Sister poems

How do I deal,
now that you are gone?

I still recall
the way you'd laugh
when I said your name
in a deep man's voice.

How do I deal,
now that you
have been taken
away from me?

It's been several years now,
since I had to lose you.
But the pain of it all,
is still quite fresh in my heart.

How do I deal,
knowing that my baby sister
is no longer with me?

How do I deal,
with the knowledge that
there are things we'll never
get to do with one another?

I won't be able to hold you
in my arms anymore.
I won't get to do your hair.
I won't get to kiss your beautiful head.
I won't be able to tell you stories.

I won't be able to give you advice on life,
well, I could but how can that help you?

When I look up into the sky,
like I often do,
I know in my heart
that somewhere up there is you.

Somewhere up there is my babysister
looking down upon me.
Watching what I do,
and having fun up in heaven.

How do I deal,
with the knowledge
that I don't have you
by my side anymore.

What kind of world is it,
where a little baby sister
dies before her mother,
or before her big sister does?

What kind of world
takes a baby away from
the ones who love her dearly.

What kind of place
takes a baby away
right before she goes and lives
with her brand new mommy?

How do I deal,
without my baby sister
by my side?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I thought about my baby sister, and my heart started aching for her, and my arms wanted to hold her again. So, I put my fingers onto the keyboard, and just started writing.

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facethetruth2b's picture

my condoliances to you and

my condoliances to you and your family , Beatiful Poem to her , it shows the pain you feel from not seeing her , hearing her voice ...


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

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Thanks. She was only 1 when

Thanks. She was only 1 when she died of cancer, and I only 5. I had no chance to get to know her enough!


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facethetruth2b's picture

My sister had cancer when she

My sister had cancer when she was three but God did not think it was her time , we suffered a great deal with the sickness but we were blessed to have her still .... now she is 32 with three kids .. She is in heaven looking down on you and enjoys reading your poems ..... Keep up the great work .... do you have any other siblings ?


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

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I am glad that your sister

I am glad that your sister was able to defeat her cancer!


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Just read another and I have

Just read another and I have the answer to my question about other siblings ..


you laugh at me because I am differant, I laugh at you because You are all the same ...(KoRn) J.D......

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Yea, lol, sad way to find

Yea, lol, sad way to find out, huh?


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