She Self-Injured Herself

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It was just last night,
that my sister got mad,
saying she hated herself.

 

The cause for all that
was that she had asked our mom
if she could go to her best friend's house,
to work on a project.

 

Mom said yes,
but the girl had
to have at least
one parent there.

 

Also, my sister had
to call her once they got there.

 

My sister didn't,
but her friend called,
and lied to my mother,
saying that her father was there.

But he wasn't there,
he was held up at work.

 

My mom isn't stupid,
she knew that the girl was lying.

My sister backed her friend up,
because she didn't want to come home yet,
but the lying was a mistake.

 

My mom went and picked my sister up,
she had a few strands of hair dyed red,
and was crying when they got home.

 

My sister had to stay in my mother's sight,
and she was not happy about this.

 

She was spitting out words,
hateful, mean, hurtful words.

Saying she hates her life,
and why did she have to be born,
that she wanted to die.

 

She was punching herself in the forehead,
it was a sickening sound!

 

My mother had to tuitor someone,
and my sister asked to go to the bathroom.

Since my mother had the guy with her,
she just said yes,
even though she wanted
me to go up with my sister.

 

She didn't need to worry,
because I was worried
that my sister would hurt herself.

 

So, I went upstairs, too.
I sat on my bed,
and heard some thumping,
so I jumped up,
and snuck to the bathroom door.

 

I pushed it open quickly,
and my sister turned her face to look at me,
and she had a lump on her forehead,
and a cut on her forehead.

 

I asked her what she had done,
and she growled,
"nothing, can I PLEASE go to the bathroom in peace?" at me.

 

So, I sat outside the door,
so I could listen closely,
and through my mind,
I just kept seeing the lump on her forehead.

 

My sister finally came out,
and when the student left,
my mother freaked out,
and took care of my sister's head.

 

My sister said her head really hurt,
and my mom put a ice pack on it,
making my sister lay flat on her back.

 

My sister self-injured herself.
I'm not sure what I should do.

My sister self-harmed herself,
I can't loose her, too!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

My sister hurt herself yesterday (2/02/12) and this was just a poem that I had to write out.

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HisWithNoDoubt's picture

There's more to self harm

There's more to self harm then jus hurting urself. She's probably really hurting. No one can cause themselves that pain for fun...

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I know that she was very

I know that she was very disapointed in herself, and probably also in the fact that she got caught.


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SSmoothie's picture

Yes that's true.

Believe me I know very well...
It can also be addictive and get much worse :(


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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yea....

She was in quite alot of physical pain after she did this, and still was this morning, so I'm hoping that it taught her a lesson and that she won't be doing this again.


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HisWithNoDoubt's picture

If shes really hurting on the

If shes really hurting on the inside she wont stop. After u hurt urself yea it hurts but its.a.good pain.

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She didn't seem to like the

She didn't seem to like the pain XD she was howling with it for a hour or so


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SSmoothie's picture

This is true :( if your mom

This is true :( if your mom can get her to see someone not just a councilor, a doctor the quicker the better, I'm praying for your family Hun, willing everything to come good quickly!


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Thanks girl! We already are

Thanks girl! We already are seeing a councler, so hopefully that will be helpful!


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SSmoothie's picture

That's good news!

Still praying for you all hugs SS :)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Thanks hon!

Thanks hon!


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HisWithNoDoubt's picture

I agree. She needs help

I agree. She needs help before it gets worse

thisisme789's picture

Yea, I know. But she hasn't

Yea, I know. But she hasn't done anything else like that, and we all have high hopes that she won't be doing it again! Expecially since she had to talk to her out of school counsler about it!


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SSmoothie's picture

That's so good to hear I prayed for her

And your whole family hugs SS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Thanks girl! Hugs to you

Thanks girl! Hugs to you also!


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HisWithNoDoubt's picture

Right?!

Right?!

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Lol, :)

Lol, :)


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daniieGigglez's picture

that is terrible, i

that is terrible, i completely understand how ur sister feels bout not wanting to be alive. but that is sad she didnt want you to know what she had done :(

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Yea. I couldn't understand it

Yea. I couldn't understand it very well, and was pretty terrified!


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SSmoothie's picture

Oh my goodness!

This is just too much for you to bear and twice as much more for a mother to bear. I really dont like this form of manipulation. Where do kids get these ideas I don't know, but I'd certain give a what for. I know it may seem a little insensitive but I deal with teens like this every day, not at all saying your sis is bad I don't know her, but the kids I work with, yeah they put their parents and families through hell. They get fixated on an idea and well every trick in the book comes out. it a very closed world, your such a beautiful person to be so concerned and look afte her. I hope and pray shell be ok. Maybe she could see a chaplain, priest or pastor, other things may be at work... Hugs to you and yours SS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

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Yea, but the really sad thing

Yea, but the really sad thing is is that she is only 13!!


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