The Devil's song. (Rough)

Take this knife, feel it in your hand 

Now drive it through my chest because I know I can't. 
As the moon fades the shadows I open my eyes. 
I dance with the devil, my Desmond they sing, as they hear my crys.
They are telling me what I should be. 
And now by the end of their song I open my eyes and start to sing along. 
I just wanna be my own person and sing my own song. 
But right now I'm not where I belong. 
Not who I once was, I'm sorry tabitha this ones to you. 
There's no one that made me happier than you with your song. But I fucked up and there's no return, so tell me why when I die people are going to morn.
When in reality I wasn't shit. Just a fake ass dude that wasn't worth shit. 
A white dude that isn't owning up to shit. 
I wasted my life.
I wasted my dreams.
I wasted the trust the trust you gave to me. 
So tell me now what is it that I deserve? 
Love, happiness, a place in this earth? 
I'm a waste of space and I already know it. 
But if you text me or see me I'll never really show it. 
Tonight is that night, my final encore.
the curtain is closing as I fall to the floor. 
Before I close my eyes and your the last thing I wanna see. Cause there's nothing that made me happier than you and me. 
The devil laughs as I load this gun one pull of the trigger then boom it's done. 
The audiance claps and demands for more.
Author's Notes/Comments: 

A quick little rough draft that I did on my phone. Let me know what you think. 

I was inspired by my mistakes and a bottle of Jameson. Hope y'all like it. 

ajohnsmithstory's picture

What A Gripping Metaphor

Love your title mixed with the last verse, "The audiance claps and demands for more." 

Keep on drinking that bottle of Jamson.