I Dont CARE ANYMORE

 I don't care anymore about anyone or anything just going to to be a hermit there is no such thing as happily ever after there is no such thing as love I get attached to people and all they do is walk away I am done trying just going to try to get my health better so I can walk again and right now feeling angry at God I am tired of being hurt.

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S74rW4rd's picture

I am watching a film, now,

I am watching a film, now, that reminds me of the first time I felt that utter abandonment, January 1978, and how overwhelming it was.  Although I thought, then, that I knew the Bible, I was only fooling myself, and could not cling to the promise in Hebrews 13:5---which, at that time, I had not bothered to read.  It sure would have helped, but hindsight is 20/20.  


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teresa_r's picture

Hi

 Hi there thank you so much for your comments do we know each other 

S74rW4rd's picture

No, not at all.  I was simply

No, not at all.  I was simply struck by the poignancy of your words and decided to comment.


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SSmoothie's picture

Yes you do care. I do too! I

Yes you do care. I do too! I wish I could be there for you and millions of others too. If I could scrape up all your hurt and push in drive, determination, joy and hope I would, If I could restore your faith in humanity I would. If I could help you walk again I would, but if I can't its part of limitation that is very hard to accept. All I have of practical value is love and compassion. But anyone who can write so frankly and call out a correction into the universe is  a LION! I believe that anything is possible. Today is testimony of that so with that said I await your progress report eagerly and send you love, hope and resolution in the meantime. Best blessings and warm hugss ss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

allets's picture

Except For

God anger, many agee with you, many don't. Caring is all that is left post so much isolation. Good to be out again, though dangerous with Delta out there.

Stuck

.

Immobilized

by too unrare

isolation. Break

pattern, reach.

Find love somewhere.

Then simply live by

healing perpetually.