Look Deep Within







We vented our anger,

we cried a few tears

and everything said

fell on deaf ears

you said how can you live without me

see who is first to say a word

Wasnt I who lit that fuse

You came in

with verbal abuse

we created this circle

lived in the middle

we tried to get out

it became a hurdle

those around us

were just a mist

seen in spirit

our burdens nest

We tried our hardest

we did our worst

and when the time came

dreams were worthless

you walked away

laughed with betray

you even flirted, like it was just a game

so laugh some more

for its ok

coz deep down

the pain still soars

and as i look

from a distant away

your tormenting words

in gods hands it remains

you never understood

how much pain we faced

illuminates as we fell from grace

for every tear

capped tight in my glass

i take to god

when my time comes to pass

I give it to him

and ask him why

these tears I saved

till I sit by his side

and if his answers

seems hard to compare

I tell him "lord - please explain my fears"



For in this glass

you bottled your past

the suffering of life

and a love

you wished had last

for each little drop

of failures and pain

of understanding

life, is strength that u gained

At your lowest point

in silence you prayed

I sat beside you

and saw the strain

you begged to end

your life I gave

I whispered not yet

be strong like me

everything that happens

has a reason you'll see

dont close this door

just follow your heart

for what you go through

Memories engraved shall last



You never know

which road to choose

which ever way you go,

you believe you'll lose

Why does it seem

I can't smile like before?

As if the joyous part of me

walked right out the door

One day I'll find

happiness again

I just have to live

my life until then

And while

I'm waiting

just for that

I'll give myself

a pat on the back

'Cuz I've come this far

without giving up completely

I'm try to enjoy life,

it be difficult,

believe me

I take your punches

right in the face

And you'll see

things will come

to you at there own pace



I guess that's the message

I'm trying to send out

To keep your head up

when giving up is

what your thinkin 'bout

This fighting is over

The war has stopped

for all this abuse

cant get any lower



Advice from god

that we forget

All we said

No regrets

find some peace

find a smile

it gets easier

after awhile



we are not perfect

no boby wins

Just once in awhile

Look Deep Within



I open my eyes

and I finally see,

that

All this anger

Has Finally...............

killed me.



by Abz April 2007

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Dont even know if this one has asny sense to it,my mind was in one place and my thots were else where.

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Adam아담's picture

solid, powerful ending

solid, powerful ending


Cheers,
Adam_San

Afzal Shauq's picture

you seem to me good poetess.. went through your few poems and love this one which is done in a rich way with good expressions... love it..hope you go through my poems too and let me know if my poetry touches your heart or not.. basically I am a peace wisher poet with 6 books published and here is one of my famous say to share with you... ( a friendly smile is the best weapon of war to fight with..afzal shauq )