how we choose (after allets)

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you can tell a lot about a person

by how they choose to die.

 

I have taught myself everything I know.

windowpanes,

steering wheels,

love knots.

things that will leave less mess and more empty.

 

it is what I do when the curve hits

almost go off the edge screaming.

if I fill myself up with it

that empty

will I get heavier or lighter?

 

sometimes nothing feels like a weight I can’t carry

laced with truths I don’t recognize

because they hide in all the dark corners.

my head is a game of hide and seek

and I trip over the upturned furniture

when I least expect it.

 

each minute is a sugar kiss

until I breathe and it tastes like salt.

 

but there are a lot of places

I haven’t found yet-

soil to fill the holes,

soul to fill the spaces.

places I will scratch into my skin

until they are so much a part of me

you can almost forget they are there.

people I will wrap myself in,

soft whispers in chocolate,

jagged edges in seawater,

dynamite in cages,

so I can’t let go.

 

you can tell a lot about a person

by how they choose to live.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

It is what we do, go off the edge screaming. Sometimes, we are heard but we did not know ever by whom. Poet, come home. -allets

Written 4/26/21

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I Am Sooooo Honored

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The trick is to pull back from the edge in the nick...to seek soil for holes and not fear dangerous cages. A liot of what I am is inside these perceptive lines. Thank you for the thoughts in time and and for fearlessly tripping the edge.

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With warmth and appreciation.

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Stella 

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Thank you for putting your

Thank you for putting your words into the world :)


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