New (or Melancholy Love)

I want to say

The things i feel.

I feel it stuck

Somewhere inside.

I can't unlock my mind.

I want to give myself

To you,

But then the fear

Would hold me back

From what I want

To be.

I want to love

Just like you do,

Let go my hate

To bring you back

And make me good

Inside.

I want to feel

These things

With you.

But the chances

Pass me by

As fear

Fills my mind.

So give me a peice of your light,

Something to help me

Scare my ghosts away.

I'd kill

To make the past stay

Behind me,

But maybe I'm just falling,

Falling

In a new way,

Feeling things

I've never felt before.

These things

Are things

I cant say,

But you never looked at me

This way before,

Way before

I was falling

In a new way.

I can't explain

How it feels

To fall;

Wondering

If the rope will catch,

Then I'm up

Above it all

And I'm looking death

Right in the eye.

But I'll throw it all away

For the way

I feel

Inside.

You can't unbreak

A broken heart,

But if you care

To try,

We can peice

Together

Mine.

But this gets lost

Inside

My brain

When it tries

To come out,

The fear

Swallows it whole.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This has two names because when I first wrote it, my friend commented that it was the happiest thing I had writen so far (not true anymore) so it was dubbed new.  

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