You Lost

you lost i found out your lies, & i am moving forward with my life. Your cover's blown you though i was stupid & dumb, didnt realize i was 10 steps ahead of ya, No where to go Holding your fate because you know now that you lost me, You lost, You lie to me. you are in Crowded streets looking at me hoping i would give into ur temptation but You're so cold and harsh to think i would give in.

you think that you are slowly lowering my defenses you can be satisfied but honestly you are so empty inside, you have no soul. All I ever want was a normal life just like a new born child but you took that away from me & make me feel like crap, I am a lover hater,  you are an instigator You are an oversight  

I'll learn to love to hate it Your scream is burning through my veins as if you are the devil trying to drag me down to the pits of hell. you cant get through me so You sit and try to play me like a fool but i am 10 steps ahead of you I see nothing in your eyes, and the more I see the less I like this is the reason why i am not giving into your  temptation.

I know nothing of your kind, and I won't reveal your evil mind. you tell me to sacrifice myself and give into you, I know that I can find the fire in your eyes. being around you is like pour salt into

the open wound. You take the breath right out of me. You left a hole where my heart should be.

I know you are trying to drain me of all my happiness milking it for all of it's worth. The apples of your eyes is rotten to the core. We all seem to be prisoners at your hards of hate & jealousy. I've had it up to here with your stupidpity, you know your end is near. You had to have it all, You greedy little bastard, You will get what you deserve Krama is a bitch.

& When all is said and done, I will be the one to leave you in the misery and hate what you've become. Intoxicated eyes, no longer live that life. You should have learned by now, I'll burn you down. You think you've won this fight, you've only lost your mind. Heaven help you.

The words that you spoken are like violences Im trying to break the silence of the pain that is so Painful to me that it is piercing right through me & you seem to not care at all. Words are very unnecessary to say towards me knowing how i am They can only do harm when they are spoken in the wrong way, It's over I didn't want to see it come to this our friendship is done, i am moving forward with my life & looking forward to a future, I wonder if I will ever see your face again and if i ever do, am i going to feel the same ways i am today that i am going to feel when the time comes when we walk into eachother.

 I am not afraid to stand up for myself i have learn to be strong and I can see the daylight shine Safe to say this pain it's over but then again I can still hear the devil call my name out trying to drag me down  I take a breath hold it in thinking about all the pain i have in counter over the 12 years & i start to fight the fight that started between me and you i know that you won't win this fight. You're no good at this. you should let it go So I'll find what lies beneath all this problems that we all have been going through, & you seem to dont give to shit on who you are hurting i can see your sick twisted smile you're so unkind, You're the devil in disguise.

White walls surround us as we do not do dirt as we sit here seeing you with the black walls surround you as you do your dirt the light will not touch your face again There is nothing left of you in this circle of friends I can see it in your eyes that you aint liking what is going on that you are so jealous of all of us being so close  for some reason I stand here looking around, helpless and left for dead by you. I believe in you at one point, but  now I can see right through all your empty lies. I won't stay long, in this world so wrong. this is my goodbye, as we dance with the devil tonight because onces i stop dancing i will be over you.

Don't you dare look at him in the eye Trembling, crawling across my skin. Feeling your cold dead eyes, stealing the life of mine. I can see right through all your empty lies. Goodbye, I have tried & tried again to erase the stupid things that i said to you but I can't erase them, but you said that you're better than me, So here we are fighting and i trying to hide the scars that you have put on my heart.. You don't like me and i dont care anymore i grew to know that i am better off without you in my life. Keep moving on until forever ends.

Don't try to fight me because i know i will win this fight. the beauty queen has won her crown so say goodbye. why are you so eager to betray our friendship & Our family by fighting this fight for. You fight me in this fight, but you fell flat on your lonely face. i knew this friendship wasnt real there wasnt any love it was all blinding, no surviving. i got no time for lies and empty fights. Cant we live a life of peace and happiness, I don't think so. I'm in control and there is not more fighting. you though you could erase what is mine, all the work i put into this friendship/ family you are forgetting You can't erase what was mine You must be out of your mind!

You fuck it up everytime How could you leave me behind I thought You were my friend But I caught on to your lie And you know I did Now you losing me its best for you to walk away from all of this before you get hurt and start having enemies at your back You fought me once or twice over the years but not again You let me feel your heavy hand, I will clean your fucking mess And this time i wont leave no trace of evidence of you, It's a crime i let it happen to me by letting you into my life and to my friend's lifes, You're the part of me that I don't wanna see anymore i wish i can forget it Don't tread the water.

Just stay still I not want to be bothered By you until I'm picking sides And pulling the strings I don't care what you want Shut up smart little bitch I don't need lies I don't care what you want I often wonder How it should be I'm picking sides  just Shove me under you again because I can't wait for this fight to end Why should I have to wait I'll just look the other way You wish you were, you're not my friend and i honestly wish you werent my friend as well because i know the lies you tell.

you made an enemy out of me by the lies to tell, you cant bullshit a bullshiter, You said you'd love To see the end The long hard road that i travel on because you cant stand me. oh well. I just can't take your breath away you cut me down but i know how to get out of it. you know I'll always be around so now I wait come look me straight in the face come and take my breath away It started again Claimin' a friend I couldn't be I've never been 'm all alone Out in the cold

I'll never know Your sugarcoat You're ready to blow You're ready to go But I'll never know Your sugarcoat is just as sweet as I am Look what you did Suck on your lies 'til your eyes turn red. What did you say Willing to drown in a tidal wave Take me away Let me believe that you're on your way Look what you did Suck on your lies 'til your eyes turn red

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