Sometimes, when, on a sultry night abed,
Today and tomorrow gently wed,
My life marooned, an immobile morass,
Like a bug encased in amber glass
I see then my life ever more clearly
Within the stark realities I value so dearly,
See then with clarity deep within my being
Delicate emotions I am forever fleeing.
Sometimes, when, on a sultry night abed,
Lost within the silence of predawn dread,
Immersed then in the solace of your memory,
Abandoned in forbidden, forgotten reverie,
I see secreted in the mirror on the wall
A reflected silhouette in the hall
Of the silken shadow of your smile
Veiling lurking images of denial.
As the veil of darkness subsides,
The melancholy night collides
With the blushing smile of the dawn
Easing the sordid nightmares I spawn.
In this irreverent reflection I connect
With muffled memories seen in retrospect
As delirious delusions are luridly drawn
Of you as the queen and me as the pawn.
As the sun paints its inaugural display
Leaving the nocturne in disarray
Splashing the bare canvass of the sky
With calm clouds waiting to dry,
Sadly I loll in the stillness of the dawn
Fighting madness my insanity spawns
As a dog’s bark and a cat’s meow
Slander the subtle silence of now.