I have wish I knew how to explain what's happening
inside me. It's not a simple sadness-it's a
heaviness that sits quietly but never leaves.
I go through the motions, I smile
when I'm supposed to, but none of it feels real.
I'm tired in a way sleep can't fix.
There are moments when I wonder
if anyone would notice the truth behind my silence.
I keep holding myself together, hoping no one
sees the cracks, because admitting I'm
struggling feels harder than
pretending I'm fine.
What hurts the most is the feeling I can't point
to-just an ache that lingers in my chest,
steady and unspoken.
It follows me through every day. every breath,
and no matter how much I try to rise above it, it still finds
a way to stay.