Gave

I gave people more chances

than they deserved,

I ignored more red flags 

than I should've, 

and I stayed longer 

than my heart could handle.

 

I tolerated the disrespect, 

accepted the bare minimum, 

and convinced myself 

it was love.

But it wasn't love 

it was me begging 

to be enough.

 

The worst part?

I wasn't fighting for us.

I was fighting 

to be chosen.

I was fighting 

to be seen.

I was fighting 

to matter.

 

And in the end, I lost myself

trying to hold onto someone 

who was never 

really mine to keep.

 

The loneliest kind of pain 

is loving someone 

who is with you, 

but not for you.

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