Its Hatred Daddy

I feel so much hatred towards you

Hatred towards everything you do

The way you say you love me

But somethings you just can't see

Everytime I hear your voice anger burns deep

And harsh words seem to seep-

From my mouth, you wonder why?

This happens everytime you lie

When I lost you the first time, it was hard you know?

But my heart seemed to heal, ever so slow

How can I explain all the pain I feel inside

It feels as if a part of me has died

But now I feel I'm over you, it's hard but I try

I think it might be time for me to give up and say goodbye

Hate is such a harsh word

Many times hate I felt, many times hate you heard

Hatred towards the one that gave me life

Harsh words you say split me open like a knife

But you taught me many things

Many things hatred brings

Like not to trust, love or feel good about "Me"

So many tears, so much pain you'll never see

I'd never wish the pain upon you

Eeven though sometimes I wish I were to

I'm not clay so easy to mold

In a few pages dayd, my life can't be told

But it was hatred that grew and grew

So much pain daddy,I wish you knew.

  

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Tha Poetic Son's picture

"Hate is such a harsh word"

I say these words ALL THE TIME. Yet, like you, I've felt hate and conveyed hate to my father as well. Great write. I'm sure you touch, reach and relate to more people than you know with this one.

Peace and Blessings
POE

Marina Olevsky's picture

this is one of the best things i've ever read. it's ironic that the one time i read this poem was the one time i could ever relate to it. going through pain inflicted by others is never easy, so once again im glad we all have poetry to help us out... very awesome, u dont even know keep writing
luv
Marina

Tim / manatee Marshall's picture

HI~ sorry you had to go thru hell,it will be returned x10 but i'm glad you have a voice here at post poems,a great place to write and relieve yourself of pain thru poetry the best free dr. in the world,GREAT POEM~just a bad topic thank you,keep them coming LOVE & PEACE to you