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the missing Just the other day i was swamped with a rush of emotion accompanied with a fleeting thought of you. Fleeting. A relief as it rushed through, shook my head of it and focused on the scene infront of me only to take me by suprise in a vice grip from behind. It was so long ago But so current. Theres no hope, only torment and confusion over what might have been. But time proved a serendipitous heartache. If only by years. If only you had waited. Heard my call. I was on my way. But your patience was never your virtue. You couldnt wait. And every decade brings us with in a hairs breath of devastation. No patience was not your virtue, It was mine. Causing pain seems to be your gift. I have developed a certain tollerance to it, i have even come to enjoy it. I often wonder if i could evrr hurt you or haunt you as much. I hope so. Its only fair.
Our worlds could not cross over. Instead, not able to let go, i took the road parallell to you.
A weakness i am still ashamed of.
and i havent laid eyes on you for years not even at our old haunts, but i heard your call. I took a detour, i felt heart bound and now im wondering if you're okay. Then i thought rather pridefully. Im glad. Should have fucking waited. Another lifetime wasted and you still havent learned.
This line ...... Not able to
This line ...... Not able to let go, I took the road parallel to you.
Is Stuck in my head like a cactus quil !
My twisted Sister I'm beginning to think we've traveled some of the same roads
Every story-teller bends the myth to his own purpose. that's why a Hero has a thousand faces
Yes Respected SS
Sometimes we miss the bus and lament.Nice to read without the XXXX words Just saying Be well Be happy Easters are on its way so up with your spirits and make plans for the bunnies
©bishu
Awwww bishy, would it be a
Awwww bishy, would it be a ssmoothie poem with out a heartfelt cuss word? When i feel it i say it, when i write and feel it i write it.but i can just for you write a rant or a regretful poem with out one out of respect for our poetic friendship! ;) hugss
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
Oh yes Respected SS
.. without the xxxx words Smoothy wouldn' be Smoothie Agreed 100% LOL Your comment reply was much appreciated ~bisheeeee~
©bishu
"...another lifetime wasted..."
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Damn! The might have beens, the loves that should not have missed the same path together then and now. The lifetime wasted then. I think sometimes what if only it had happened differently - patiently, I waited, why did you not wait for me. And so I wish you hurt like the hurt you left me then, now. "...I often wonder if I could ever hurt you or haunt you as much..." (Insert mad loud uncontrolled series of hysterical screaming here). A human poem.