Another year closes

 

Another year closed

Another year closes
and the waves of pain invite themselves
for one last wash over me 
a host of words and phrases un sugar coated 
calling back the dire pain
duly survived and noted.
and as much as I walk that higher road
it never lets me forgive if I forget.
endless vengeance haunts me for its exaction.
And pain is a nasty bitch to comprehend 
it's not who I am
or who I want To be
or what I want to send 
but it is on its way.
I can't stop it.
I don't really want to anymore.
I want to feel the rush of satifaction
with the ramming of my metaphorical fist into your charmless faces 
a barrage of covert assaults on my good character 
well congratulations you win. 
Jokers and aces 
I'm the bad Ass on all of your cases 
ran myself into the ground
and not an ounce of gratitude was found
now karma won't listen to me 
my great pain howled
and the injustice has been heard
the trade has subconsciously been made.
God help you all there's no way back from this 
it is what it is...
a brand new year,
and with it comes resolution and how
the restitution I used to abhor
sits so damn comfortable with me now.
There's More pain ahead,
I'm so conditioned I wear it like a crown on my head.
Well done I applaude you
you intolerable fucks! 
let fate do its will
I ain't holding it back
let this tidal wave crush you
in your tracks 
so you can feel my pain
and don't call for me
I wont remember your names
like the years torn from my soul,
my children, my love, my home;
I won't feel it all in vain.
im giving it all to you
the very deserving orchestrators

of my cruelly wrought tidal waves of fucking pain. 

                                   

Yours sincerely, 

Really fucked off.

 

 

 

 

 

Original write below: 

Another year closes

and the waves of pain invite themselves

for one last wash over me 

a host of words and phrases un sugar coated 

calling back the dire pain

duly survived and noted.

and as much as I walk that higher road

it never lets me forgive if I forget.

endless vengeance haunts me for its exaction.

And pain is a nasty bitch to comprehend 

it's not who I am

or who I want To be

or what I want to send 

but it is on its way.

I can't stop it.

I don't really want to anymore.

I want to feel the rush of satifaction

with the ramming of my metaphorical fist into your charmless faces 

a barrage of covert assaults on my good character 

well congratulations you win. 

Jokers and aces 

I'm the bad Ass on all of your cases 

ran myself into the ground

and not an ounce of gratitude was found

now karma won't listen to me 

my great pain howled

and the injustice has been heard

the trade has been subconsciously made.

God help you all there's no way back from this 

it is what it is...

a brand new year,

and with it comes resolution.

the restitution I used to abhor

sits so damn we'll with me now.

There's More pain ahead,

I'm so conditioned I wear it like a crown on my head.

Well done I applaude you

you intolerable fucks! 

let fate do its will

I ain't holding it back

let this tidal wave crush you

in your tracks 

so you can feel my pain

and don't call for me

I wont remember your names

like the years torn from my soul,

my children, my love, my home;

I won't feel it all in vain.

im giving it all to you

the very deserving orchestrators

of my cruelly wrought tidal waves of pain. 

 

Yours sincerely, 

fucked off.

 

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POETRY SLAM ENTRY. :) HUGSS

POETRY SLAM ENTRY. :) HUGSS


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

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Bless you SS. You know how to

Bless you SS. You know how to let it out.


Long days and pleasant nights

Diamond

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HA HA! Diamond better out

HA HA! Diamond better out than in! you dont know who I am so it is safe to assume I will never offend anyone I know. lol! there is beauty in sharing pain comfort in understanding anothers. bless you too diamond for being such a treat here! hugss

 and... HAPPY NEWar DIAMOND YEAR!!!!

 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am