On my merry way to find nowhere

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I cant do it any more

its all gone

there isn't anymore.

 

there never was enough to go around 

my love is still there for all to take

but my pens expression only holds so much ink.

 

I've lost it all

my emotions spent 

hands tied behind my back 

by the tyrants of time 

and the bad luck demons

haunt me so

 

And even if I wanted you

so much to know

That my heart though tattered,

in heartbroken ribbons 

twisted up in knots

Still trying to form the words

that move the ink

to bear the burdens in the pages.

 

Alas, I can not 

the tattoos on my heart ribbons 

lay invisible.

no time for ink, 

The time for colour has flown

 

And once again,

like the emotionally insane refugee

who cannot find comfort in assylum,

there is no communion.

 

I find myself alone.

 

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Astral_Tides's picture

The to and frow... ...they

The to

and frow...

...they sway so well here.

I feel them.

Placed within your tide

I want to fall into the ocean

but then

I want to flee to the mountains,

analyze from afar.

But when I do, I find

the distant analysis lacks material texture.

The essence which is the core of this whim.

Damned if ya do, damned if ya dont!

Love your shares to no end you know.

 


"The stars awaken a certain reverence, because though always present, they are inaccessible; but all natural objects make a kindred impression, when the mind is open to their influence." R.W.E.

 


 

Moonshadow's picture

Where do you come up with this shit!?

Where do you come up with  this shit!? I swear you are the queen of elliptical and extravagantly unorthodox writing! I fucking love so many lines in this piece! I love that shit! Awesome! Hug MS 


Dont look for me, I'll find you ~Moonshadow

SSmoothie's picture

BahahahahahahahahahahahajhaBa

BahahahahahahahahahahahajhaBahahhaahahahahahahahaahahajajah! MOOONSHADOW!!!!!!!!!!!! Love you and your shot too! Mwah! Missed your ass! Hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

ashes_twisted's picture

Ugh!

"my heart though tattered in heartbroken ribbons 

twisted up in knots trying to form the words"

 

Where am I right now?...here.

Heartstopping, and beautiful!

 

*Whispers*

Bia.


"We are, Each of us angels with only one wing, and we can only fly by embracing one another." -Luciano De Crescenzo

SSmoothie's picture

Love you ;) big grin nudging

Love you ;) big grin nudging my ears :D 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

RoC's picture

Alone?

I think not, my dear.
If you're on your way to find nowhere, then you're takin me with you
I'm a fan of getting lost sometimes ;)

And your ink will always flow, the pages bleed to beauty of your inked tongue


"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr

SSmoothie's picture

Who the heel could not love

Who the heel could not love admire and respect that!? ;) my wonderful sir, you are my roc indeed! :) I think taking you would be indescribably good even if we never end up finding nowhere! Hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

RoC's picture

I'm good with that

It's about the journey, not the destination, anway


"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr

SSmoothie's picture

Nowhere what a splendid

Nowhere what a splendid excuse for a wonderously exciting ride! I hope we never find it! :D 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

readmy5tuff's picture

Alone i know this concept its

Alone i know this concept

its stuck to me like a wart

this feeling feels so wrong yet

it i cannot thwart

so ive decided to stand tall

and walk with conviction

in life im treating everyday like a ball

i guess living was just what i was missing

girls hand me phone numbers

this is completely new to me

yet next to them i dont want to slumber

for, my muse, she is the best friend of me

SSmoothie's picture

I am alone in my

I am alone in my uunderstanding you my friend need to open yourself up to love in all it's ways before you can decide if your bestie is your restie!

 

there are others out there who differ from you and make life seem amazing and new, and the chance to talk about what you do for another could indeed inspire deep wonder in her soul about how it is she never really got to know  your true soul. There is enough love for more than 1 trust me.  Faithful happens by agreement. Till then it has no place in your conscience :) hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

readmy5tuff's picture

i know that there are more

i know that there are more girls out there, ive played the field but at the end of the day im usually thinking about her. I just feel like we are really good for each other she pushes me to do what i know i should be doing and im always there for her as well. we increasingly talk about the feelings we hhave for each other but havent made the jump to more than friends. Ive been single for over two years and have had enough fun with a handful of women, i just want to have that one again. Im over the last one and i know she is what i want.

SSmoothie's picture

Then do what you ust in your

Then do what you ust in your heart you must trust, if you really know her, you'll know how to win her the grander the notion the sweeter the sentiment a romantic gesture can sweep any girl off her feet! ;) best of luck, though I don't believe you need it, hope all goes well as you need it! Hugss 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

Poetic_Eyes's picture

intense

intense, passionate, creative, full of a writer's passion, but completely epic. i don't want you dead either.

SSmoothie's picture

<3 xo

<3 xo


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

allets's picture

I Can Die Now

...and be happy after reading the last verse and these lines: "...tyrants of time..." and "words that move the ink to bear the burdens in the pages..." When the poet sings, life is fine! ~~A~~


 

 

SSmoothie's picture

You know I'm smiling real

You know I'm smiling real wide right now :D ;) 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am