Hate Left

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Hate is a word
That left me long ago
ignored
Like a child
went off
to find another plaything.

It consumes so much
without gratification
Clinging in wait
hidden in paranoia
It was no easy thing
to lose
but I plied it
with such bastardisations
Till I watered
that fucker down
to all its children

- annoyance
- grievance
- Intolerance
- frustration
- disgust
- irritation
- dread
- pomp
- rejection
- disregard
- Dislike
- ill-content
- division
- rage
- hindrance
- spite
- insecurity
- cruelty
The list goes on
far too much
for my liking

but Hate is a word
I have no use for.
Always looking
Over my shoulder
I saw past
the chip on it.

I don't despise it.
It has esteem for some
But for me
it is the last bastion
i hope that I'd breech
That I would
proclaim it valid,

It will now be the last
despicable act,
if I am ever capable-
which I doubt
for it does not
inspire me so,
because there is
an endless amount
of comfort
Found in that ocean of
grey dilution

And I shall never be content
to ever fade to black.

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osiriss-'s picture

to me

hate is something that removes your ability to think like a human.... growing more foul with every moment, it plunders your rationale

SSmoothie's picture

You know what that is exactly

You know what that is exactly right. It's exactly that. And that's why I chucked it,man's crazy as I am in some ways, I keep some sanity and strength and clarity by never musing in this emotional language. Perspective is a wondrous thing you never feel like your in a never ending tunnel with no aerial map. If everyone could see what I see I wonder if it would change the world? Pompas ass that I'm being aside of course.


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

palewingedpoetess's picture

You are on the right path!

Hate never works for anyone. It only damages your own soul so it is good that you gave it up. Note also there is no hope in anyone hating or hate itself. I loved this poem. True evolution of one's spirit is always a wondrous thing to bear witness to. Enjoy reading your works so keep sharing with us. it will only serve you well. Sincerely, Melissa Lundeen.

SSmoothie's picture

Thanks sweet, perhaps best

Thanks sweet, perhaps best lesson I learned is despite the things I've done not to hate myself, moreover grace makes life easier. It's not like I dont get annoyed or any of those other dilutions, I just don't let them get out of hand by choice. Thanks for your thoughtful comments and Encouragements it is sincerely appreciated :)


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."