The Worst Way

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November 2010

The worst way to miss a girl is when she is right next to you,
yet nothing can ever happen again, even though your feelings are true,
just sit back and enjoy the ride, prepare to remember her name,
since corner kissing, my desire and feelings are both for the same.

The worst way to wake up is curiously positive,
perfectly going about my day saying just the right words in ad lib,
just for you to send me messages, shining light to my frights,
what i had figured for mistakenly right, was to you your worst night.

The worst way to deal is when what could have been is taunting,
lose sense of what is real, that name is constantly haunting,
went from drinking Kool Aid to falling for her curls,
i bought the first one pearls, gave the second two twirls.

The worst way to fall asleep is with a lost lyric and tears,
everything has been falling since you left, fallout of all those years,
mom i could have had, dad i never deserved,
beautiful girl that seemed to escape me, amazing girl that i was served.

The worst way to end a thought is by disappearing mid conversation,
spacing out to a recurring memory, somehow never sidetracked by starvation,
i see the mouth moving but refuse to comprehend the words,
made 66% artificial, since i lost my heart in thirds.

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