Game over

Negativity has been smothering me,

I can't write positively.

Trying to shake it off,

always ends in a ugh cough.

 

Reach for a new note pad,

and a fresh new paper mate.

Also a new life that I wish I had,

this one is not so great.

 

Come up holding transparency,

dropping nothing on the floor.

Someone call for emergency,

As I slip into a coma from the bore.

 

-------^-------^-------^-------^-------

!!clear!!

--------------------------beeeeeeep.......

Game over.

 

 

*S*

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Boredom is like a cancer of negativity

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Timeful's picture

Short term, what you want to

Short term, what you want to do is busy yourself in tons of little activities you are intrigued by. Woodcutting seems cool, but try to go for something more physically or mentally taxing, like a sport of sorts, a dangerous hobby, or even art! This will help distract you. You should also develop strong social skills and practice: basically, make more friends. And pick your friends wisely. 

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Long term, you want to dedicate yourself to a goal. If you check out my most recent post, you will see my goal. My goal, pretty much, is to help other people. Why does this goal work so well? I am I not as bored as I used to anymore? well, because of my morals, which is pretty much: i cannot prove anything actually exists in the universe except for me. So I used that, and I was bored, So I realized that just me in the universe was sad, an boring. I noticed other people. I saw that they were happy, even though, in my eyes, they did not really exist. That made me realoze that, even though I was the only being I could prove existed, I was not the only force! I recognized the forces that other people held, and I wanted to help them, for I saw that they were flawed. Basically, I used my morals, which I already recognized (and you should know them now too, if not, figure them out) to help set a long term goal which was basically my nirvana, and built a couple of short term goals to help me reach them: so I was not bored during the time that I wait to achieve my goal. 


post multa malae accidunt, bonae accidere potest. 

Timeful's picture

^this is a long comment...

^this is a long comment... Just read the highlighted part, that pretty much sums it all up. 


post multa malae accidunt, bonae accidere potest. 

silver's picture

Hello there Timeful

Hahaha.  Thanks for your helping words.

But im afraid I already play sports,  I am a

Regular at the gym and ive played with everything

from electricity to panhandling lol.

Trying to find something of any interest is a most

daunting task.  But these are just phases I push through.

I rarely am able to sleep so ive learned to deal with these phases.

 

I do appreciate your advise and Happy Holidays.

Take care

Timeful's picture

OK, thats you problem. you

OK, thats you problem. you are not commited. You have to push yourself, you must grow a link to a hobby.

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Also, And going to the gym is not a sport. The difference? Gym is for practical pourposes. Sport helps because you grow an emotional attachment to it. You will know you have acheived this when you hear someone say something bad but entirly true, for example, woodcutting, and you will defend it to the point beyond pratical. You have to stick to something beyond the point of comfort. Don't let something go because you are not happy, keep going and make it a part of you. If you were to describe yourself within a sentence, woodcutting would have to be in it. (thats just an example. Grow an attachment on what feels best)

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I cannot sumurize worth my life... Happy holidays.

 


post multa malae accidunt, bonae accidere potest. 

silver's picture

Ha! .  .  Im bored.  Best

Ha! .  .  Im bored.  Best wishes my friend.

Timeful's picture

Only you can help yourself. I

Only you can help yourself. I don't know if I want to be friends with a person who can't control his/her emotions well. I think your the one who needs best wishes. 


post multa malae accidunt, bonae accidere potest. 

silver's picture

Thx for your honesty. 

Thx for your honesty.  Farwell

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Time For The Change-Up

I do crossword Variety Family Favoirtes over 600 puzzles. I'm in non-bored heaven. Find your happy - the thing that makes the mind full to bursting! - yrpoempal, Stella


 

 

silver's picture

Hello.

First off, I would like to thank you for reading this piece and thanks for the advise. I have tried everything throught the years and there's nothing more.

attainable that is. For example...... I just finished carving a plumber at work out of a piece of wood I happened to find... Hahaha.  Picture it ~~~.  Lol. . Sorry im just bored.

But!!!! Thank you .