for all the heartache

Please tell me what i did or said

to make you treat me this way

sometimes you make me wish i was dead

its hard to face another day

when i see you, i want to run

somewhere that i can hide

you embarrass me in front of everyone

no matter how it makes me feel inside

does it help you feel better about yourself,

does it make you feel bigger than everybody else,

to know that you caused me pain?

to you, it would sound like rain

every pitter patter of my fallen tears

but, i know, despite my fears

everytime i lay awake scared at night

you are sound asleep, cozy tight

and everytime i have to keep looking over my shoulder

to make sure you aren't there

i'll shiver as the world grows a little bit colder

because i know you'll never care

i wonder if you will ever realize

how hurt i am by all the things you do

i wonder if you'll ever apologize

for all the heartache you put me through


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Crystal Price's picture

This sounds like one crapy relationship. I had one of those before. man do i ever regret it. but i'm out i've learnt (i'll never look back or go back) great poem keep writing