Die

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I will succome.

But I wont die in your eyes-

The life in me is fading,

Not a big suprize.

Alone, the nothingness never subsides.

All I ever thought of was you.

Everything I ever relied on,

Nothing was ever true.

I thought you loved me?

I thouht everyone was on my side?

But none of you really cared,

Even when I cried.

I can't take this abuse anymore;

I am sick of all their lies.

Don't even try to reach me,

It's now you that I dispise.

Maybe I will take a walk

All the way to my kitchen knife,

And start to rip my ugly skin.

I can end all the strife in my life.

I can't even feel the blade;

I am starting to bleed.

I don't give a fuck about you anymore.

I will increase the need.

All I ever wanted was to be happy,

All I ever did was get high.

Now that it's all over,

All I want to do is die.

I'm waiting for that peak,

I'm waiting for that peace,

I'm waiting for myself to die,

I'm waiting for my life to cease.

Enter the afterlife-

I can't feel the pain anymore.

Why did you all do this to me?

Why was I so soar?

I just died-

I was to tired to stay alive.

Now can you all see?

I was to weak to survive.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this when I was depressed and suicidal. I wonder if I will ever really go through with it?

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