I Had A Chance

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June 2010

 

I am trying to end all emotions, I am trying to never think your name,
but attempting to forget you, is like trying to catch eveery drop of rain,
I will continue to try and not say hey to you, I will continue to skim on the cream,
I will even resort to hiding in the darkness, against waking up from the dream.
 
Who did you have feelings for, me or the thought of me?
intoxicated we continue to speak the truth, but you continue to fear the stinger of the bee,
my New Years gave me an overall calm, but somewhere during this new year we turned it to bone shaking chills,
I will just continue on the blue brick road solo, lonely facing all the enemies and thrills.
 
Well why wait until the next night, I died in your eyes a couple nights ago,
had to pull myself from your smile, from the daisies I rose like dough,
I saw you glance at me, every now and then our eyes met,
for those quick seconds we shared a moment, now I am shoulders deep in emotional debt.
 
I feel like I watched the 3rd strike, let the winning touchdown sail right by,
I wish I would've walked you home like I desired, instead of resisting to try,
I know without my last 5 years, our chances would rise in stock,
but why think like that, it only makes it harder to fight the shock,
that somehow,
              someway,
                       I had a chance...
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