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isn't calling
Pick up my phone
Do I have signal?
Yes
Put down my phone
Pick it back up
Look through my text messages
Ah, I better not mess around!
She might call and it go straight to voice mail
Put phone down for good
Stare blankly at the ceiling above me
God I feel pathetic
Think of prior conversations
God she makes me laugh
And smile
And everything else
I hope she calls
I still don’t understand us
But oh well
No, not oh well
What the fuck!
Why can’t we just be together!?
She makes me feel like a damn fool
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What time is it?
Oh no, it’s getting late.
I hope she calls me
Maybe I should call her … ?
No, what if she is sleeping or busy?
I’ll feel bad.
Whatever I might as well try to sleep and hopefully she’ll call.
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Jump up.
How long was I sleeping?
It’s 1:30am.
She isn't going to call me.
