Love and Doubt

With these winter days on its way

I can almost feel the pain coming back

Depression is my blanket it keeps me warm

We will never see a day that is sure to come

I could never give you want you wish for becuase you never gave me anything besides for a heartache

So speak these kind voices that haunt my dreams

And these are the dreams that wake me up to start my day

Start my day of nothingness

We all start out as nothing and thats exactly how we will all die

Filled with love and doubt

But honestly tomorrow i will be waiting for you

Your blood spilled out before I could catch a drop

Tomorrow I'll save you tomorrow you'll fall in love

If it makes you the least bit happy I won't bother you again

I'll block you out of y mind and think that this is the end

I'll erase all the pictures in my mind

All those nights staying up late talking are no longer mine

I'll stay out of your way you can totally forget

And I will do nothing but remember and regret

I'll cry myself to sleep alone wondering what if

You'll can fall asleep and slowly drift

You are the dream that I hate

The unwanted mess on my plate

Everything always wanted but never got

Everything I wish I was but I was not

One day you'll totally forget and One day hopefully I'll move on

But still I'll never forget, never forget the day when you'll be gone

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