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This two sided equation

How fucking pathetic my heart feels

And there’s a feeling I need to change

I’m waiting for a ghost to arrive

What should I expect when I’m the one letting go

I’m leaving you in hopes you’ll find me,

I know this wishful thinking is metal to my skin

I don’t know what hurts more

Not being able to hold her ever again

Or knowing that I’m loosing a close friend

Her decisions may be crushing me

But I know I can’t go back now