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I loved therefore I lost
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2014
I feel like Descartes these days
Always selective and rejective with emotion
Perpetually going through lovers till I find the doubt and kick them out
Becoming more radically apposed to sensory data
How his hands felt, kiss was met, eyes looked into mine while we made love…
Is any of it reliable?
Did I love him?
Did he love me?
And if he did love me then how can I say he did not
How can I say anything now?
When my silence speaks for him not me
When the light of insight darkens the shadows
They say when we’re close to something that’s when we know we don’t know
Yet that’s when I knew the most
So if I no longer trust that what do I trust?
And how do I know I wasn’t just dreaming all along?
Just WOW!!!
"Perpetually going through lovers till I find the doubt and kick them out" :-D
:)
uhm... good wow? lol glad it got a reaction, I am starting to think you will be my biggest fan of margine minutes (which is what I think I may start calling the poems I write mid lecture in the margine of my notes) ;)
Much Love
Ashley
Oh no! Good wow!
You know I love the battle of introspection vs intellect. Keep up the margin poems! Distractions can be focusing! I've found when I'm wearing my self out clearing brush or something, my mind actually has started to clear for writing ;-) love the poem Dear!
YES!
bring forth the new Beavis poetry...I am ready!
Much Love
Ashley
;-)
I have a sweat stained notebook full of scribbles I need to translate! It will be a deluge! (At least for me! assuming I don't chunk them when I translate them;-)
oh man Beavis..
I have like seven note books and a shit load of scrap papers in a basket under my computer chair which i need to one day sort, type, and translate from bus handwriting! :/
Much Love
Ashley
I can't wait!
With mine, that seems to be where the good stuff lurks, & I bet it's the same with yours! Get busy Dear ;-)
:/
will see what I can do, with mine it tends to be the old bad stuff I didn't type when i wrote it...for a reason lol
Much Love
Ashley
I love how you play with
I love how you play with language and twist thought and ideas. :)
:)
thank you, I wrote this in a philosophy lecture which makes playing with thought kind of easy :)
Much Love
Ashley