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You deserve it Ashley*
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2013
Its not that I don’t think I deserve
Or even that I am afraid
I mean of course I am afraid
Who isn’t?
Being human is being afraid
And being me is feeling the fear and doing it anyways
It’s more that I am tired
Not desiring to sleep or take a break tired
But the kind of tired that never ends
Where you could sleep for twelve hours and sit for six more
And still not find the energy to stand
I am loving in a deficit
A deeply dug hole in my soul
Remains of the time I tried to find china
So it’s not that I don’t think I have the right to have it
Or want it
Or find it
It’s that I found it
Had it
Wanted it
And loss it
And it’s not even that I fear wanting, having, doing
Losing
It’s just that I want what I can’t have
So why hurt others just to have what I don’t want?
Some gold here especially
Some gold here especially love deeply dug hole in my soul remnants of when I tried to find china. That's deep! Excuse the pun. Loved the poem love the concept, the style and charm offensive ;D
Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS
"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."
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thanks my love, I haven't been writting so much these days and was worried I would lose it soon, you know if you don't use it you lose it ;)
Much Love
Ashley
Rabbits In Space
No, in college. PM me the particulars you. Scholarship? Smart Rabbit Runner - U are gonna wow your profs with your writing of poetry - C O N G R A T U L A T I O N S!!!!! KMP - this is the best Christmas present ever. Love and Prayers and good luck ~A~
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Allets you just made me cry...good tears...I think lol :) <3
Much Love
Ashley