Moving too fast scares the fuck out of me…always has always will

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I want to date you

As clear as anything I have ever caked in fog

I now see the beckon of light against the water

 

I want to date you

 

And I know it will be messy

Ending with limbs severed everywhere and smashed bits of love against the rocks

You will be too sensitive and I will be too cold

We will collide like ice burgs sinking one another

Permanently changing the other’s structure

 

I know it will end

At some point in some way when you are sick of me always expecting more from you and I am sick of you never catching up to me

We will have troubles every where we turn

I won’t want to have sex

It will scare me

I won’t trust you

You will feel it’s your fault

Pity me

Make it all about you

And we will fight

About anything and everything

We will spend hours in silent anger wading around the other’s eyes refusing to drown

We will be empty and hollow and lifeless when we finally meet our destination

And I do not care

 

I want to date you

 

I want to get messy

I want to be severed

I want to throw myself into the sea and flail my arms at every life boat I pass

I want to cover my life in salt water tears and sunset cheeks

 

I want to date you

As clear as anything I have ever caked in fog

You are the light house calling me to shore

  

And for once I just want to make harbour

 

 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

there are three things 'wrong' with this poem

 

1. You are not the man I am currently 'dating' and/or 'sleeping' with 

2. I was born with the sea in my soul

3. I actually don't want to date you at all

 

 

 

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Beavis's picture

;-)

The poem the awesome, but these line just blew me away, and keep in mind these are Rabbit lines, so the bar is really high ;-) 

"We will spend hours in silent anger wading around the other’s eyes refusing to drown"

"We will collide like ice burgs sinking one another"

Hugs, my Dear!!!

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:)

thanks Beavis, I am not such a huge fan of this poem but then again when am I ever?

HUGS


Much Love

Ashley

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Fucking love it! ESP this

Fucking love it! ESP this line because it's oh so real to me:

 

"Ending with limbs severed everywhere and smashed bits of love against the rocks"


fucking epic! Hugss 



Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

running_with_rabbits's picture

smoothie my love....

sometimes I worry you suffer from emotional masachism (did I spell that right?)


Much Love

Ashley

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Turbulent sea personified.Wonderful Respected R-W_R

Turbulent sea personified.Wonderful Respected R-W_R


©bishu 

 

running_with_rabbits's picture

:)

tooo turbulenmt in fact... a sign perhaps that storms cling close to the horizon!


Much Love

Ashley

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Love Bits Against The Rocks

I want to be severed. There is nothing wrong here. I enjoyed the storyline, the attraction repelling - run rabbit run, see rabit run. Enjoyed and therefore I send you hugz ~Lady A~



~(:D)-

 

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:)

run rabbit run te-he


Much Love

Ashley