I'm sorry

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2012

 

I still love you
But I don’t want you
And I can’t let myself be dragged into this again
I know where it goes
It only hurts me
Hurts you
Hurts her
It only blinds me from seeing what I really want
What is sitting right there
And this time when the love of my life shows up
I wanna be free to do something about it

 

 

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SSmoothie's picture

Whooooo hoooooo!

It took me 22 years to figure out real love versus unconditional longing... Nah I'm deluding myself, one look and im lost! I still don't have any real answers, except one your heart is big enough for many loves but having more than one at a time hurts everybody like hell, and never leaves you feeling good about yourself when the truth of reality bites you hard when you haven't loved yourself enough to be true. Obstacles we call them in the dramatic realm great entertainment but only if you're in the audience isles... Hugs xx


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."

running_with_rabbits's picture

yup twins! lol its kinda a

yup twins! lol

its kinda a long story, but to make it short, I stayed with an ex when I wasn't really happy because it kept me from going for someone who did make me happy, now said someone is gone and the ex is kinda a possibility again but I don't want them, I want someone who makes me really happy, now that I have had it I am spoiled lol not that the ex wouldn't make me happy, but just, I can't explain it but when I figure out how to I will shoot you a pm


Much Love

Ashley

SSmoothie's picture

Yeah! I'd love that!

A good ol chat to thrash it out! ;D


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's love, but not as we know it."