unfinished

they're talking about idle runaways and yellow pages while i die

smiling

forcing myself into oblivion





i search for underlying dreams

instead of rest

ache...

when will i find the defining lines

today and forever lost waiting

without an irrational thought in my head i

fade

as one and over time

like you





tying up the knots inside with bruised hands and scarred wrists

satisfaction just one more day away

and never enough

sick of this repetitive taste

because each hour brings everything and nothing





like a nightmare

wake me up and tell me it wasn't real

hurt

after hurt

after hurt

half started but never half finished

Author's Notes/Comments: 

well, here are 4 of my feeble attempts to start a poem (hence the title 'unfinished')... i thought i'd throw them all on here as one big blob.

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