You Ask Me To Marry You?

When you had your chance to make me your wife you were not able to commit. And, here you come today with that will you marry me shit. Back when you had me all to yourself you could not commit to me. Since you are, and were as selfish as selfish does get, why you ask me to marry you? After I said that we are through…



Because, you, and alone made that choice, and did not give me any voice with our relationship. So get a grip, don’t trip. I told you that I had healed and moved on to think about my life. Now here you come up in this place all up in my face asking me to marry you after all this time. You asked me this even after and I've told you I am now engaged to someone new I love, and who loves me back too?



It took me a while, but I got over you. So, what is up with this shit? How far-out are you going to get? What must be wrong with you?  What made you think to ask me now to marry you? Back then you had me all to yourself, and I didn’t want no one else but you... You selfishly put me on the shelf. You were not into me like that.  You did not even call, nor write to me at all.



You had no room for me, or a relationship in your life. Your career, was the only your goal that you could see, not one thought did you seem to have of me. You treated me so very shabbily! You sent me home in so much deep felt pain. My heart broke hen you put my bags and me on the train. My tears poured like rain. All the way home I was so blue. It seemed all I meant to you was a weekend screw?



You only wanted my body, and did not want me!  I did not fit into your plans for life. You did not give me the impression you considered making me your wife.

The way you flipped the script on me, you murdered any and all the love that I had, for it was very true, but sad. And now you are asking me to marry you?



So you see, I think you got to be out your mind! Trying to get me to come back to you and be with you. Get it in your head we are absolutely through. I got over you out the gate. It is really too late by the mere twist of fate, the man who loves now has taught my heart to sing! I am so in love this man who’s giving me his engagement ring.



He illustrate to me that I am the queen of his heart, and hopefully we will never part. He shows me love each and every day, in every way! He calls me a few times a day to say that he loves me and that I make him so happy. Convey to me how blessed he is to have me in his life, and in a few months I will be his wife. All because he asked me on bending knee, will you marry me?  

Author's Notes/Comments: 

How come when you have no one in your life, no one seems to be interested in you? Much less wanting a serious relationship with you, but meet someone and get in a serious relationship, and old flames come out the woodwork like crazy!

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