Leave Never Go Back

Too many degrading, unkind ugly words, they’re harsh put-downs which hurts your very soul!



You’ve defended yourself by using your only strength against him -your mouth; your strong words that go unheard, and fall on his heart of stone you’ve been bold?



He is enraged, he says you are disrespecting him, you can see the anger in his eye’s that makes your blood run cold you’re shaking with fear. You thinking, I’ve got to get out of here, and you think – I can leave, and make it on my own, but again you fold?



Next!



Yelling, screaming, then it is the push, the shove so hard you fall flat!

While, you lay there thinking - Damm, I thought he would never do that.

Because, last night when he and you were having sex, he told you that I loves you Boo. Now, what are you going to do?



More and more mental abuse, then the smack so forceful some of your teeth are cracked! Again he is sorry, but he later punches and kicks that leave you blue and black! Damm, you thought he loved you, this is so crazy and wild, my God, and he’s beating you down right in front of your child!



The beatings are escalating, worst and worst, you're sore, and you ache, how much more of this devastating abuse are you going to take?

He has slapped, punched, kicked, stomped, you too, and now he's even biting you...



Next!



After he is too tired to abuse you further. Too tired to hit you more He will usually follows up, crying and saying how sorry he is, about what you made him do to you. Then he will tells you I love you Boo, and give you some sex to attempt to placate you…





Why are you not strong enough to leave never go back? How come you stayed through all that, when so many times your bags were packed, but you let the money and sex bring you right back?



Next!



They are putting your lifeless body in a plastic sack. You’re pregnant four months with a set of twins… I wonder why you would not, could not leave for good? Why, how come he did not love and cherish you the way a real man should?



Were you the victim of low self esteem with insecurity, and too doubtful to think that you could make it alone financially?

It is a shame to lose your life because of all those negative things!

You did not know your true worth, and why God gave you birth? Why did you not pack your bags - taking your children, and think of your children and yourself first, leave never go back?



Press charges on him, he needs help to be a man! I don’t know with him being locked up in prison; maybe he will come to understand he did not have the right to beat you, and treat you unmercifully - to murder you that way, but nevertheless in jail for murder he must pay.



It is harsh for a life to be taken in this way! It is not right for any woman or man to live life like this, but it is a fact, it is better to leave an abusive life leave it and, never go back.



I begged you to leave never go back….


Author's Notes/Comments: 

I told this young woman to leave, or he will kill you. Unfortunately, she did not listen to me... He killed her and she was four months pregnant with a set of  his twins...

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Ruth Lovejoy's picture

your pic made home page this morning. This piece is so sad but happens so much today. So much violence today, so heart wrenching..