Never Good With Lies

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Love

So flawless in the eyes of imperfection

Yet, very aware that you’re imperfect, too

Painfully hurt by your rejection

Knowing I could never knowingly hurt you

Somehow you always knew of my love

The weakness in my eyes

It was never something I spoke to you of

But I was never good with lies

And everything shattered from there on

Cuz I painfully distanced myself from you

And soon I’m going to be long gone

But you were the first one who knew

And I won’t try to pretend it over again

Twice was just too much

But I guess I hurt you, too my friend

When I fell out of touch

But I could not bare the pain

Of rejection the second time

For my emotions, I’m to blame

I was never good with lies

But maybe I scared you away

If anything ever could have been

With a certain choice I made

I messed things up again

And I was scared to tell you

Fear was written in my eyes

But you were one of the first who knew

I was never good with lies

And when you brought me to that place we found

My excitement was all a disguise

You see, I was only trying to make you proud

But I was never good with lies

The truth is, I didn’t want to leave you

I missed you so much that all I did was cry

But I didn’t want to deceive you

I was never good with lies

And now I’m crawling back to you

This time for goodbyes

Cuz the truth is, I still love you

I was never good with lies

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