RULE ME

WHY IS IT PEOPLE THINK THEY CAN RULE MY LIFE

I THINK ITS BECAUSE IM QUIET AND JUST TO NICE

I'D WAIT AT HOME AND TALK TO YOU NIGHT AFTER NIGHT

MAYBE I LOVED YOU TO HARD......WITH ALL MY MIGHT

I JUST WANTED TO CLING TO YOU AND HOLD YOU TO TIGHT

BUT ITS LIKE YOU'D HURT ME JUST FOR SPITE

DANGLING ON THE EDGE MILLIONS OF FEET ABOVE

TEARS IN MY EYES NOT WANTING YOU TO SHOVE

YET EACH TIME YOU HURT ME I GET THAT EXTRA NUDGE

FALLING TO MY DEATH

AT MY FUNERAL I WATCHED AS YOU WEPT

SAD TO SEE ME GO

BUT DID LITTLE TO MAKE ME STAY

THE LIES BETRAYAL AND DECEIT

EACH ONE MAKING IT HARDER FOR ME TO BOUNCE BACK ON MY FEET

DEVASTATING BLOWS MULTIPLE WACKS TO TO THE CHEST

REMEMBERING THOSE TIMES YOU HELPED ME UNDRESS

BARING MY SKIN BUT ALSO MY SOUL

I REMEMBER YOU REMINDING ME MY BODY WASNT A CONQUEST NOR WAS IT YOUR GOAL

MY SICKNESS YOU COULDNT HANDLE SO YOU CHOSE TO WALK AWAY

BUT NOT BEFORE SHATTERING ME TO PIECES

YOU LIED TO ME YOU HAD GONE ASRTAY

YET YOU CRIED THE TEARS I HELD BACK

AS IF IT WAS I WERE I WHO HAD DONE THE ATTACK

JUST GO AWAY LEAVE ME ALONE YOUR VOICE WHICH ALWAYS SOOTHED ME SOUNDED OH SO COLD

I ASKED YOU NOT TO HURT ME WITH THIS "EXPERIMENT" YOU WANTED TO TRY

NOTHING COULD HAVE PREPARED ME FOR YOUR REPLY GET OVER YOU'VE HAD MUCH WORSE BEFORE

SO WHAT IM JUST SUPPOSED TO LAY HERE AND ENDURE

THAT BURNT ME UP SHEARED TO THE CORE

NOW YOU SAY YOU COULD CARE LESS WHAT I DO ANYMORE

I CANT HELP BUT WONDER WHAT NEXT YOU HAVE INSTORE

I KNOW IT SEEMS I DONT REMINISCE ON THE GOOD JUST THE BAD

BUT I DO REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES WE HAD

YOU WERE BY MY SIDE WHEN I CONQUERED A FEAR AND EVEN AT TIMES WIPED MY TEARS

MY VOICE OF REASON YOU SOMETIMES WERE

WHEN AT TIMES MY ANGER WOULD STIR

WHEN I COULDNT SLEEP AND IN PAIN

AT 3 AM YOUR PHONE RANG

AND SOMEHOW YOU KNEW WHAT TO SAY

IM GONNA END THIS BY SAYING MAKE ME STAY

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