“DEVIL’S ADVOCATE”

 

 

Love all things paranormal, so of course I’m always searching for unorthodox experiences just to see ah new level 

So I dabbled with the occult, the dark side, my shadowy devil 

She reminded me of that very first time I decided to dig deeper, as she handled me my own shovel 

I Did this outta pure curiosity while being labeled ah little rebel

traveling roads of light n dark, became a mad scientist, Dr Hyde n Mr Jekel 

Wrote n recorded every experience, as I traveled from realm to realm 

and experienced the paranormal, you know that shit you only see on film 

Imagine that shit happening in real life, imagine the anxiety that overwhelm

Fuck watching the paranormal, I am paranormal activity in the flesh, n Creepy is my favorite theme 

I swear my life is really a movie, filled with supernatural happenings in every scene 

Experiences that made me realize, I wasn’t just no ordinary human being 

My life isn’t normal, hell, everyday is like Halloween 

Once you start traveling the inbetween 

like the movie devils advocate, demonic entities I really seen 

Shit scared the hell outta me, cuz I knew I wasn’t dreamin 

Looking at orbes of light that was dancing angels , while also noticing every dark demon 

On the outside I played it cool, inside, my soul was silently screaming 

Ima keep it 100, fear took over as I witnessed the veil between the worlds lift, felt all rational thinking slowing leaving 

Light n dark energies double teaming

Overwhelming, Surrounding, as they creeping 

Watched the Grim Reaper circle my bed, watching, plotting oh yeah he scheming, 

Already knew what was happening, after I saw the death card in my last reading  

Transformation in the works, I could literally hear my heart beatin  

Cuz according to mythology, only time the Reaper appear is to collect the soul of a heathen 

I mean I don’t feel like no heathen, well maybe half of me is since I’ve committed the act of treason 

The moment I decided to journey dark realms, my scale became uneven 

Started giving more energy to one side, knowing light was only half of my spiritual completion 

Being a light worker is cool, but darkness, man that exerts a different type of secretion 

And it’s that time of the year for me to give more energy to dark, before my light reaches depletion 

Now I’m suppose to balance light n dark, Grim Reaper came for that exact reason 

Rebirth for me always happens Around Samhain, the mark of the end of nature’s harvest season 

Time to roam outside heavens home, Into the darker half of the year, no more garden of eden 

Because the veil between the living n the dead are thin, granting all spirits temporary physical freedom 

To roam around freely, as my transformation begins to deepen 

True story, for 3 days I stayed up, had no time for no sleepin 

Straight meditating, no food, Wasnt even thinking about eatin 

had to figure out what the universe was up to, even tho every second I felt my body weaken 

Brain pulsating n bleeding 

Heart pounding n speeding   

knew something major was heading my way, I braced  myself for Saturns beatin 

Death was my only treatment 

Started to see so many spirits gather around, As if they was having some kind of meetin 

It’s one thing to feel them there, but to see them, couldn’t believe what I was seeing 

The room was completely silent, all I could hear was me and Zy breathin, 

while the demons was slowly creepin

when I think back on that paranormal activity, my fear really was misleading 

manipulating my mind into thinkin, the darkest of my thoughts that I silence from even speakin 

Spiritual realm ain’t no joke, see I know, no more believing 

Cuz believing is deceiving 

So don’t believe my story, I’m just sharing my experience, do your own personal seeking 

Cuz Now I’m officially in the mix 

Playing with spirits, summoning demons to build my temple brick by brick 

Every dark entity every angel, I personally hand pick 

Free spirit, religious freaks, I know sorcery makes you sick  

Feel free to kiss my ass , I’d tell you suck it if had ah dick 

Sorry mama, I’m just not that chick 

To control my mouth amongst beings, who really think they being slick 

With all disrespect, you just a bigot, you just a prick 

Them scare tactics have no power over this soul, no matter how many times I’m martyred on ya crucifix 

For being so misunderstood by religious fanatics 

FYI Religion holds no power in my realm, so many lies like politics 

Back to the story, cuz I won’t focus on skeptics

where was I?! Ok back to my eclectics 

I Had been up for some days,thought my mind was playing tricks

Felt like the butt of a cruel joke, as the universe got its kicks 

As I figured out exactly what the reaper wanted me to kill off, restoring balance, no easy fix 

Ah Price everyone seems to pay, once unplugged from their matrix 

Added 5 that’s divine grace plus the balance of man, which is represented by the number 6

N 5 plus 6, That equals two lines that look like 2 sticks 

Parallel universes in the form of 11, subliminal teachings secreting DMT down my spine, drip by drip 

That’s theThe power of 666

Waking up my kundalini, every time the veil tear, it slowly rips 

As above so below,creating balance as it flips 

My Serpent is awake, from its resting place that it sits, 

At the Root chakra, right around the area between my hips  

I was real life witnessing my darkness come forward,as my light took ah back seat for this trip 

Darkness was now the captain of my boat, the overseer of my ship 

Man if I told someone who was normal this story, they wouldn’t believe a single word out my lips 

My sanity begins to slip 

Wasn’t until the next day I realized, if my life is really a movie, didn’t I create n write every script?!

answer was yes, I conjured my own legion of demons to protect me whenever my light has to dip

N hide away until spring, just gotta hang tight with firm grips 

Im on the dark side of the moon, shadow side, total Lunar eclipse 

Paranormal activity now feels like the norm, I signed up for this, now I’m the Devils Advocate 

~I SAW THE PURPOSE 

 

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