M+S

I am always sad

This is driving me mad

Why must a man feel so much pain, enough to drive a sane man insane,

I been wallowing in this pain, cant remember my own name,

Is this it?, Is this the end?, If not I hope my life does not follow this trend,

I have no future, yet I will grow older, I got a new shirt, but my body stays colder

What do I do now? All I can say to myself is how,

How did this happen, why must this be, I was only 19

Now im older and im fighting just to live another day,

What do you do when the only 2 things you care about are taken away,

My symbol of friendship and my symbol of love,

Left me to be with each other said they fit like a glove,

And now Im here all alone,

Praying that the lord will turn me to stone

Or my body turns into just bone,

I am a shell of my former self,

Because of all the loss ive felt,

Nothing is the same,

All I feel is the pain

And despite the smile on my face I’ve always had

I am always sad