I fell
in the eyes
of the moon
stumbling
so far down
i could not right
even my own dignity
my stupidity
screamed silently
in eight languages
all my inadequacies
rose
to conquer me
and I was judged
and found quite wanting
before I even realized
the event had taken place
that's not a good feeling
scared of some good opinion
lost
I RAN
and felt mocked for having
done so
taken in by the calmness of
the stirring storm
makes me wonder
will I ever truly know this
MOON MAN
deep beneath these confused
bones that make up me
I know in some conclusive way
that yes indeed I shall
but OH GOD
is such prospect scary
and like a moth to the flame
she fearlessly flew
singed wings and all
into his net
scared and fluttering
but drawn
so strongly still
to his understated strength.......
January 28th, 2001 6pm
This was an awesome poem...