call me no type of heartless fiend or fool
how I conduct my affairs some would label it as
cruel
I don't let love cloud any aspect of an important
decision
optically speaking I am near that to blind but
mentally I possess extraordinary vision
sometimes I can see what has yet to pass
I can hold my own in any crowd of people
but take a top seat at the head of my class
and that could very well be why I often come across
as seeming crass
I view life not so much as a basis upon coincidence
but more so the contrast
how I wish to neither fall in the category of first
nor last
If I had the choice you'd find me within the dusty
pages from long ago past
looking upon the world still so untouched and quite
vast
seeing it not with eyes full of wonder
but with unbelievable aghast ....................
( written Jan 22,1992 am)