Breaking down

I’M BREAKING DOWN,

MY TIME IS UP,

NOTHING IS WORTH IT,

IT FEELS LIKE TO MUCH,

THE WORLDS ON MY BACK,

ITS NOT GETTING ANY LIGHTER,

I JUST DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG,

I USED TO BE A FIGHTER,

IVE GIVEN UP, IM GIVING IN,

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN IT GETS TO HARD,

YOU CANT HELP TO THINK WHAT IF,

YOU’LL DO YOU’RE BEST,

TO MAKE DREAMS COMETRUE,

BUT ALL OF MY DREAMS,

LEAD RIGHT BACK TO YOU,

I HIT MY KNEES, AND I BOW MY HEAD,

I PRAY AND I PRAY,

TILL ALL THESE FEELINGS ARE DEAD,

I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS, GUIDENCE,

AND HELP, NOT FOR MONEY, CARS, OR HEALTH,

FOR OTHERS I’LL PRAY TO GIVE THEM STRENGTH,

OPEN THEY’RE EYES AND KEEP THEM ALIVE,

BUT FOR ME, I DO NOT PRAY,

I PRAY FOR YOU,

SO THAT ONE DAY YOU CAN WAKE UP AND SMILE,

NO MORE GUT WRENCHING FEELINGS,

NO MORE HEART RACING MOMENTS,

I PRAY FOR SOMEDAY,

YOUR LIFE IS LIKE MINE,

YOU WAKE UP IN HAPPINESS,

NO HATE AND NO FEAR,

YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR,

NOT LIKE A MOTIONLESS DEER,

BUT LIKE A FEARLESS, FEROCIOUS LION,

READY TO TAKE ON THE WORLD,

I HOPE THAT SOMEDAY,

YOUR DREAMS,

DO COMETRUE,

YOU CAN TAKE ON THE WORLD,

AND FINALLY BE… YOU

Vixen's picture

Amazing!

Wow, this got me. I felt your pain, your unselfishness, I feel your hopelessness, and sweetness. I would weep if this was written for me. Thank you for posting this. I can see through your soul...


Shye

“ Let the beauty of what you love be what you do."
                                                   ~ Rumi

Tortured_Poet's picture

I love it!! amazing like

I love it!! amazing like always! Love you <3