"Good Day" *

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I'm having such a good old day, And life just seems to go my way.

Don't know when I smiled this much, It's like I got an Angel's touch.

I'm just ducky, life is grand. Ignore that red marks on my Hand.

Cuts and burns from knees to neck, Who would care enough to check?

Dang, I'm feelin pretty great. It's been two days since I ate.

I feel bad for all my friends, They've got problems, mine's pretend.

Mommy told me not to cry, When the sun shines in your eye.

Happy days with bright sun's rays, Pain for pleasure, no dismay.

I've been naughty, I've been bad. But God's blessed me, I'm so glad.

This is such a happy day, Staving, bleeding, I'm okay.

I just want to die today, But my brother's in the way.

I'm trying to kill myself, But his picture's on the shelf.

If I die soon, he'll get messed up. Who would watch this baby grow up?

* it! I just want to go! But I can't just leave him, though.

Punishing myself, for why? Tell me why I want to die?

I'm not sure why, but it's true. Don't deserve to live with you.

I'm a failure in this life. I can't deal with all this strife.

    -Lo Ruhamah

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I hope you're ok!
"That's Nasity!"
- Jenn Gold

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You start off so nice and cheery and then slip into the darker side but with the same upbeat tone to it. Sort of like when someone smiles at you and tells you to f off.