Stupid Boy

I could have lied (liked it)

when i cried last night

but the pain made my heart break

and i felt the pain deeper

harder stronger faster

than i thought i would

you've promised me a life worth living

and promised me (lied to me)

that we were going to live

happily ever after

but your lies hurt to much to

say i'm not mad at you

I called you at 6pm and told you "i loved you"

and you couldnt tell me

that you loved me back

(you've forgotten everything)

even me

I wish i hadnt wasted 14 long months

on a heart that didnt care

about the pills and traces of blood

stained carpets

i've engraved your name

on the walls of insanity

shouldn't be this way

but it is

shouldnt love you

but i do

It only hurts when i breathe

and my dreams only die when i dream

and my heart only breaks when its beating

So i hold my breath

Your voice still calls my name

and you sounded happy to hear from me

i could have sensed possible friendship

coming back into my picture

these random spurts dont help me

and i can't forget you

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