In a certain way.

Am I to blame,

Have I not been cold enough 

Have I made you take 

My name in vain ,

Have I been too giving, 

Too soft, 

Too mothering. 

Have I seperated myself, 

From the women you look at 

In a certain way.

 

I feel like a fool

I feel like a moron for trusting you, 

Like I am stood waiting 

For the very last train -

But it has already missed

And nobodys cared to say.

 

My palms are empty, 

I have nothing to show for my sadness

And I almost wish  I were angry 

Because then I'd still feel the madness

Instead of this numbness 

And silence in the air.

I wanted to be taken seriously, 

And this just isn't fair.

 

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Roving Eyes

Disrespect in any form from a mate as in looking at other women/men while together or apart is a problem. You can not change people, you have to get to know them better before sex and any commitment. We rush in, fools in love. Then reality sets in. No time to talk, or eat together, or go out together, or anything together. Sad - allets -