In my life.

In my life,

I have relished in the attention

Of big men

Of hard men

Of gangster men

Of dangerous men

I have bragged

Wearing furrs and diamonds,

Gifts of what i wanted to be percieved

as admiration

Not realizing

I was putting a price on myself

A value on myself,

That could  very easy be robbed of me

I have watered myself down for these men

I have giggled,

Like a school girl

I have squared up to other men

Told tales

Told lies

Told truths,

That I were ashamed of.

Now I am trying to break free of the mold

The label that says

I am a mol

I am a whore

I am cheap,

Easy to impress

Easy to be with

Easier to get rid of.

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Woman Revelation

What you present as defines you. Redefinition is always a choice. Think of yourself as sucessful and work at it and be it! I like the lesson and honest telling of this write - Stella