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I love him but he lives in Texas.

I'm a single mama struggling without much money..

I want to be happy but behind my smile i'm sad...

Me & him hardly talk anymore when i try to tell him

how i feel he gets mad!

I know he trying to take care of his parents but dayumn.

I don't get along with my family..

My sister & brother have the same dad that i don't share.

Its like i'm a burden!

My mama watch my niece..

She even helps my sister out but want do the same for me.

I told her if she ain't gone treat me the same!

then stop fucking with me,She said OK & hung up.

I feel all alone in this world like i don't got nobody.

I cry myself  to sleep if that.

Sometimes i don't sleep & i just hold everything within me

My soul is fragile on the verge of breaking to pieces..

Not having my daughter is killing me slowly.

Certain people who's names i want mention are ass wholes to me .

the way they take everyone else side over mine is crazy.

Doing for others & no one does the same for me

I'M TIRED!!!

I don't think i'll ever be happy long as i'm alone..

I know there are people going through more than me

Yet i feel like i was put on this earth to hurt.

I'm a prisoner in my own wounds..Expressing this sets my throat on fire..

My eyes want to shed but i'm tired of crying..

I don't want to be weak.

Please heal my wings & set me free.

I'm tired of feeling lost & empty..

No one ever calls me  to see how i'm doing

If i was in this house dead no one would even give a fuck to notice.

I'm so hurt

i cant feel my bruises healing only getting worser..

I'm trying to stay humble but its hard when my mind feels like its crumbling..

God gifted my egg & sperm donor with my seed!

but they seem to never wanted me.

I don't understand i'm just lost & empty...