Heartache Roads

Stuck with two decisions
Not knowing which path to take
Two possible roads to walk down
Dreading if I choose the mistake

Both show no signs of clearance
Leaving my mind with a void
Both choices cluttered with problems
My heart either way is destroyed

Yearning for difference of life
Wanting to know what could be
Strands me alone with my thoughts
Wondering if moving on should be

But then there is love and its passion
The knowledge of what already has
It would tear my heart into pieces
Losing the love and its past

Still standing alone in the forest
No lanterns to show me the way
Both roads have heartache for outcomes
And no answer to if I should stay

Author's Notes/Comments: 

written when leaving my abusive ex whom was my first love before everything fell apart

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Damn. The nerve you strike in me is so personal you have no idea...

But this was an incredible poem, one of your best ones yet.