'Pleasure?' | July 30, 2004

I was in this room that had two beds in it. One of the two was a bunk bed. I was on the bottom bunk with this girl. She had pink makeup under her eyes and her hair was brown and straight. She didn’t look familiar. The room went dim all of a sudden. It was dark but there was an orangish glow in the room. Then this guy with medium length hair came onto the bed with this girl and me. His eyes where dark. Before I knew it he was on top of me and the room started spinning and all I could hear was breathing. I was numb and I couldn’t do much to stop it. It was strange because I was aware on what was going on but then again I wasn’t. Then it went black. Then it was light again in the room and the girl was sitting on the bed across from me and asked me if I was ok. I asked her what went on last night. And she smiled and then shrugged and said, “You don’t remember?” I wasn’t quite sure what happened. Then the guy walked in and looked at me and gave me this like “hello there. *wink wink*" look. Then he went into the next room. I started to think, “Oh shit what am I going to tell my boyfriend” I decided to leave and go somewhere. I didn’t know where but when I walked outside I was in sort of a ghetto looking area. I was walking alone the sidewalk and this car pulls up and they asked me if I needed a ride. I said I could get a ride to the next payphone or gas station. So I get in the backseat and there is this guy there. He had blonde hair and his eyes…where strange because they where black but in a way the glowed white. We pulled up to a parking lot and I reached for the door. The guy told me to wait and that I owed him for the ride. And if I didn’t pay him back I could get hurt. I wasn’t scared or anything I was just like “Ok………..” I asked him what he wanted and he leaned over and started to unzip my pants and whispered into me ear “Pleasure”. I just thought “Oh shit here we go again” everything started to spin and again all I heard was intense breathing. Then it stopped and he told me that I could go now so I stumble out of the car and go into this gas station. But no one was there. Then the car with the blond guy drove by again and the driver honked and the blonde guy leans out the window and asks me if I want to go to a party. And I was just though “oh what the hell” so we came to this house and everybody was there. People I knew. It was a soap party and they had a gift shop. It was strange. It’s kind of blurry at this point I am not sure what happened next…eventually I woke up.

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