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What I wouldn’t give to be numb

The pain I feel

The sadness deep within

The love I feel

The love I wish I didn’t

But still I feel

What I wouldn’t give to be immune to emotions

But still the emotions are there

The tears I shed

The things I feared

The way I react

What I wouldn’t give to be worry free

The things I worry about, the things that seems unimportant

But still I worry

What I wouldn’t give to get out of that dark place

The darkness I see

The deep space deep within

The shadow I see

All the hatred I feel

But still I am empty

I’m tired of feeling and then not feeling

I am sick of caring and then not caring

I am tired of being nice and then being hurt.

I don’t want to feel anymore

I simply want to be numb.